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I don't know what the Hell I think anymore. I don't think I want to be a part of the Catholic Church anymore, but I can't tell my mother that and I don't know what I do believe. I believe in a god. That's all I really know for sure. I've stopped making the sign of the cross and praying to the saints at school, but I can't stop taking communion at Mass without my family noticing... more later